Ich f?hlte michm?de. Ich schlief wieder ein. Als ich aufwachte, war sie gegangen.Ich zog mich an und ging nach Hause. Irgendwie war ich nicht ganz ich...selbst.Irgendwie war ich nicht befriedigt von der Befriedigung, die mir diese Nachtverschafft hatte. Irgendwie hatte sich der offensichtliche Erfolg bei Octaviaauch nicht wie sonst bei ?hnlicher Gelegenheit auf mein Selbstbewusstseinausgewirkt. Und irgendwie beunruhigte mich dies seltsamerweise nicht.Zur?ckblickend musste ich bereits zu Hause,. "Hey you boys, how about you go and dig some holes elsewhere as we don't want to smellyour crap here where we sleep." Desmond said to the younger boys. "Sorry, we had to act fast or we would have crapped our briefs."the red headed boy said. "Ok, quickly cover it up and mark it so that no one else digs there and finds your runny shit and ends up putting his hand into it." Jackson laughed as he watched the boystry out the new toilet paper, big soft green leaves that felt good on your butt hole. There was a message in this story that he needed to hear.Patti continued, "I suffered a broken right arm, a broken right femur, and had cuts all over my face and arms from flying glass. But the worst injuries, and the reason I'm still in this metal contraption, were two fractured lumbar vertebrae and what they described to me as an incomplete spinal cord injury." She stopped and let that sink in."I was hospitalized for a couple of months. All of the injuries except the spinal one healed up. Madan ne shalini ka haath halke se apne hatth me liya aur apne pass bulya shalini sharma rahi thi uske gal ek dum lal ho rahe the wo kuch bol nahin paa rahi thi ritu bhi mere pass aa gayi ap shalini madan ke saath sofe par aur ritu mere saath baithi thi. Maine ritu ka haath apne haath me liya aur ek kiss kiya ritu ki aankhe band thi wo bhi kuch sharma rahi thi maine dekha ki madan shalini ko apne god me baithne ke liye kah raha tha par shalini mana kar rahi thi madan ne shalini ko sofe par se.