You aren’t going to see a sissy settle down and marry a man. You won’t find many that will say they find men attractive. Remember, a sissy seeks t... become the embodiment of what their dream woman would be. As such, their interest in pleasing men is distinct from that of homosexual men. Their interest in men comes from seeking validation that they have achieved their sissy goal: being feminine enough to interest “straight” men. They aren’t into the men themselves as much as the men are sex. " Thirty-five tomorrow." What? Oh God yes, you remembered." Of course I did." Anyway as I was saying, I'm thirty-five tomorrow, and you're eighteen, nearly nineteen, you're a good looking young man as well as being an accomplished lover. You'll probably meet someone of your own age group and fall in love with her, in fact, I know you will, and when you do, we'll both know it. We'll go to bed one last time, fuck ourselves stupid, then I'll leave, no tears, no recriminations, nothing but. I knew it was wrong but it felt so right, and before I knew it I was lying back moaning in pleasure, telling him to cup my balls. He did as he was told and grabbed my balls with one hand, massaging and squeezing them whilst he jerked my cock with his other hand. It was amazing! It was the best handjob I'd ever had, far better than my girlfriend had ever given me.After about 5 minutes of this, he stopped, only to then take my cock in his mouth! This felt like too much (as I see myself as. It had the desiredeffect. I looked like a pathetic wannabe sissy virgin. But I guess thatwas exactly the effect she was going for!Mistress once again returned me to bondage on the bed but this time mylegs were slightly lower and she placed a pillow in the small of myback. She must have seen my puzzled look because she spoke."I think I have played with you long enough.....I think it is time forMaster Paul to sample your delights. She disappeared and I was leftwondering what was going to happen.