It had made me a total failure as a boy, I thought. Whycouldn't I be a girl? It was a thought that would taunt me the rest of mylife?I was able to be ... girl for only about 30 minutes, before I'd had todestroy all the evidence and return myself to my sorry male state. How Ipranced about, and twirled and tippy-toed and flung myself about, tryingso hard to be girlish. I hugged myself before the mirror, bringing my soft breasts together,forming a cleavage. It was so fulfilling. This is how I was. Then I nearly chocked on my cigarette as I could see he had dropped his shorts and now was completely naked. He made her bend over and slowly started to pull her t shirt up and i then noticed the tell tale sign of her moving to the rhythm of his thrusting as he was fucking her from behind. Instantly I got the most amazing erection I'd ever had. I'd never been so turned on in my life. I knew they knew i could see them and what they were doing and I felt a part of something special and very. “What?”“You are thinking about how it would be to fuck me.”She crossed her arms and leaned back in the chair. “No, I wasn’t, that's crazy,” she smiled.“I can spot a horny woman easily. You licked your lips, your chest heaved as your breathing increased, you crossed and uncrossed your legs as you felt yourself becoming wet. It’s fine, if you don’t want to.”Cindy stared at him. She had never been read that well in her life. She was wet, she was horny and yes, she wanted him to fuck her. She stood. ” I looked and said, “Yes baby, what is it?” “Kiss me again,” Sara said softly, “and when you kiss me I want you to kiss what I am holding in my hand as well.” She looked at Pat’s dick in her hand and said softly, “A proper kiss, I don’t just want a peck, I want a proper kiss on Pat’s cock.” I bent down and said, “Yes baby.” I kissed her again on her lips and she moved Pat’s dick closer to my mouth and I puckered my lips. “Keep the kiss going until I tell you to stop,” Sara whispered,.