The dilemma was not being faithful; was keeping my addiction hidden. I wanted the sanctuary of marriage and affairs.Reviewing my past, I realized Edw...rd almost cost me my marriage. I stupidly thought my husband's swinging agenda would provide a rationale for his acceptance. Once his jealousy was exposed it was too late to stop seeing Edward. My lies it was over were not entirely convincing. It made my life schizophrenic, in love with two men, one dramatically changing me. More importantly, it. He slapped her ass even harder, I cant hear you slut!. Yes, sir she said a little louder. He quickly grabbed her arms and duct taped her wrists together, he then put her back on the table, her breasts rubbing against the top of it driving her wild. He came back down near her face and warned her that her punishment was coming. Before she could even respond she felt the head of his cock on the wet entrance to her pussy. Jennifer was so ready to be fucked, she had wanted this all day. He felt her. “You know I would. Would you think I’d reverted to my old slutty ways if I did that? I can’t do it alone though. What a lark!”“Marcia will do it with you if we can break her away from Doug and Deb. Heck, maybe Deb would do it too, or your daughter again.”I turned to the threesome having the serious discussion, “Hey, when the pizza boy comes, do you want to join Lisa in answering the door ‘au naturel’ like you did last time?”Marcia said, “Heck yes! Come on Deb, it’s a blast. You get a little. I was frustrated since there was hardly any sex and being alone was driving me mad.At this time, I got a call from my ex-girlfriend. It was a lazy Thursday evening and her phone call excited me. Suddenly, there was a tingle in my penis. It reminded me of our adventures.She was a good friend of mine, then we had sex a few times and later dated for a while. We realized that we were better off as friends. I used to fuck her once in a while then she moved to another city and got hooked to another.