We decided that we had to be together, when it came to the day she had to go back home to Ireland. Deciding that she would go back and get her stuff s... that, she could come back permanently.For the next couple of weeks I missed her badly, I couldn’t wait until she was going to come back and be in my arms. There wasn’t a day that didn’t go by that I couldn’t help but think of her, the things that I missed about her was her smile, sense of humor, knowing what made me smile. She just had this. I also had a tiny bit of empathy my father did not have. I still had my share of one-night stands and short relationships like my father did, but much fewer and farther between. Looking back, I always felt slightly guilty for the women I had used.When Doug passed away a couple of years back, I just quit cold turkey and decided to stay single. My motivation to do much of anything kind of went out the window after that.After getting ready, I dressed back into some comfortable sweats and stumbled. He soon noticed that I had caught him staring, and when he was about to apologize, I stopped him. I admitted to him that I thought her feet were sexy, too. He agreed, apologized for staring, and told me he meant no offense. Then he told me he couldn't stop stealing looks at them, and aplogized again. I told him I wasn't at all offended, and in fact I was flattered, and even turned on. I told him I would love for him to have a closer look somewhere more quiet. He was unsure at first, and because. As we were talking few people were in college. I controlled my emotions and feelings because I dint wanted to go wrong. I was waiting for him to take the initiative. but he was wasting so much time to do. I said ”I guess we are wasting time for no reason” he sensed m ready for it. He then moved n said he searched a nice place for us n it’s safe. I said I’m waiting from that time since I came. we started walking. He walked so fast I was trying to walk with his speed. As we were climbing stairs.