In her absence, even for a few weeks, he felt adrift and unfocused.His thoughts wandered to questioning why Cecilia's role in his life was so crucial ...or his success. Why did he need her? Not just want her; but actually need her? He fully understood that it was not college that had changed him, but Cecilia. He now realized what would have happened to him that first semester, had he not met her. He would have taken a few easy classes, put forth a minimal effort to pass, and probably would have. I am very comfortable with who I am and she can like it or lump it. Ifshe doesn't like me then screw her, I thought. And then I recoiled at myown thinking. I'm not like that. I'm actually a nice guy. Very nice.It was clear that I was rattled. I decided to not decide anything for afew days at least. I would let it all percolate.After a few days I was still no clearer on what it all meant nor whatpath forward I would take. Every night I would haul out some of myregular porn and masturbate. Just. I didn't sleep well that night thinking about the operation and after a light breakfast headed to the doctors office which was in a medical office complex nearby. After filling out all the forms including providing a medical history the nurse took my blood pressure, weighed me and took a blood sample then after a brief wait the doctor came into the small examining room. He was an elderly gentleman who recognized my nervousness and put me immediately at ease by explaining the procedure was very. Mavis reached out, took my cock in her hand and gave it a squeeze for luck. I took my foot off the accelerator and let the utility coast. By the time the song finished we were almost stopped, I braked so we came to a standstill on the road verge. “Something strange has happened up north overnight,” the announcer said and he went on to describe and name the town. “This morning when the locals got up they found a snowman in the centre square!” I turned the radio up and we listened as a.