I sat here looking up at them with big, sad, help me eyes."Go on, crawl, after all you're just a baby now."Again Nurse was busy filming me as I crawle... across the floor, my arsein the air, as if I was trying to get as far away as possible from myown disgusting smell. Matron held open the door to the playpen and Icrawled into the centre. Before I had time to sit up, she pulled downthe lid and locked me in sealing me in what was in effect a cage. Theyboth left the room leaving me alone, and as I. Right here in my mind. You've tortured me all these years just by not being there. Now you shuck yourself back into my life and you're going to leave it again? What, take off in the middle of the night without a note?" Whew, Mick, first you need to forgive me. You want we should troll through the slights and disputes that were never resolved? Face it, Mick, we both fucked up and I had to do what I had to do. But," she turned towards him, "it was never without cost, Mick, never! You need to. "Turns out I wasright... though not for long, as you can see."The way I figure it, the storm blew me completely over most of theusual currents that would have landed me on one of the closer islandsand plopped me within range of New Zealand. I spotted land after myfifth or sixth time 'back' and made for it. The next thing I knew, Iwas staring up at the face of a middle-aged Samoan woman from a cot inher room, and there was this electric buzzing in my head. I justwanted it to go away so I could. Anyway, we've all got things to do. See you later."Jenny went off to visit Jean.There were half a dozen or so drinkers at lunchtime and four who had something to eat. Around one the community policewoman came in. There was an instant hush. She asked if James was available and Jenny went to fetch him.James shook her hand. "Have you come to give us news of Marty and his friends?" he asked."Yes," she said."Well, I suggest you tell everybody here because they're the ones that'll get the word.