I then have her the most passionate kiss I could without fainting. she go up and ran out. I was confused. In school the next day she avoided me until...5th hour when she handed me a note. it read: come to my house after school. I followed her command. as soon as I reached the door she yanked me inside, locked the door, and kissed me. I want you so bad she said. I was so wet I didnt know what to do. Ive never done anything like this before. she took me hand and I followed her to her room. she. "Iwas thinking about how much the family had grown when doing all the giftwrapping, forgot that sometimes it shrinks, too." It's weird," I sigh. "It's been, like, over a year since the quote-unquote 'war' and I haven't so much as spoken to her, but I still kindamiss her, you know?" Yeah- I used to live with her, remember?" Kayla retorts."So did I," I say. "Oh well. She made her bed, she can sleep in it." Ibite my lip as I realise that 'sleeping in one's own bed' is still asensitive topic for me. Tom started laughing out loud "you think I don't wank to porn online? Relax, this is just something we can share, let me check out your site and I'll let you know what I think, chat to you in a few days" with that he hung up.I was immediately seized with terror. Okay I understood that Tom was no saint and that he was a good friend, but the truth is what he would find out about me when I looked at my page, was exactly who I was in all its filth and perversion" he would find out that I liked. That morning when I first saw her, I only caught aglimpse of her going into the bathroom and didn’trealize that she had seen what I was doing. Of course,all she really saw was me under my covers with my buttgoing up and down. Regardless, I was mortified! I feltdirty. I was scared she was going to tell my parents. Iwas even more worried about what she thought of me… Iwas sick about it and didn’t rub against my sheets forseveral days… totally embarrassed. She never let on.