Als ich zur?ckging, waren die M?dchen von gestern und das ?ltere M?dchenschon an einem Tisch. Ich setzte mich dazu. Alle schauten mich genau an,und di... ?ltere sagte mit einem Blick auf mein Collier, "Wow, Stefanie.Schickes Outfit. Nur mit deinen Haaren musst du etwas machen."Wie in der damaligen Zeit ?blich, trug ich meine Haare lang, bis weit?ber die Ohren. Aber ziemlich wild, wie sich das f?r einen Jungengeh?rte. Auch war kein gleichm??iger Schnitt darin, da ich die k?rzereFrisur einfach. I then started walking back towards the car and back to the house we shared for all those years. Although I loved visiting my husband every holiday, I also knew that my least favorite holidays were starting soon after. It seemed like ever since he was killed, the town had sent out an ordinance that decreed that every family should try to invite me to Sunday dinner or something. Every week, I politely turned down offers because I knew soon after I arrive that the conversation would die off. Just can't bring myself to..." Then I guess we have nothing more to talk about." I came here to explain why I can't see you any more." But you've done nothing but tell me everything is secret." I know. I want to tell you." Look, Cassi. What we had was great. You've always been able to tell me anything. Now suddenly..."Cassi was torn. She wanted desperately to tell her friend everything, to share these dreadful secrets, to unburden herself."Linda these are horrible secrets. Unbelievable. I was sitting on my bed fully dressed when he knocked at my door. I said come in and he did and he asked me if I had gone through his drawer(the pot oh fuck) I couldn’t lie so I said yeah I was looking for aspirin, he laughed and said well that would explain a lot and walked out. He walked back in a minute later and sat on the bed next to me and said don’t be ashamed of what you were doing , everyone does it and you seemed to be enjoying it quite a bit so I’ll let you get back to it and smiled.