Why is all I could think why?I went to the gym took my yoga class and worked out.Walking down the hall to my condo I heard the TV on in Johns apartmen.... I knocked on the door. John opened the door and I tried to slap his face. He stopped my hand, grabbed me by my sports bra and pulled me into his condo. John naked and he had a hardon. I could see why. There was a petite lady naked on his couch.Kathy this is Vanessa, Vanessa Kathy.Do you like pussy Kathy?NO.Well Vanessa does she's going to love. Even while ordering, she was initially a bit hesitant to make her choices. But I asked the waiter for some time and then said to her that she should be the one who must pick items from the menu card.All the way through our dinner, we all chatted freely but nothing related to sex. That was anyhow not the right place to discuss. But after coming out, Keerthi said that she didn’t feel that it was already 10 pm. She said that almost one and a half hour went like a breeze.I told her it was all. But it felt like we were telling each other secrets, full of other meanings.“Uncle Charlie, some of my friends at school say there are a lot of gays in the military. Is that true?”“Honestly, I don’t know. Among Marines, however, there is a special bond because we have to live, think and fight like a team. We take care of each other. That’s our creed. It’s important for our survival on and off the battlefield.”“I hope I don’t offend you, but are you gay?”“No.”“Do you have a girlfriend?”“For six. Whether I am proud of what happened or not is not something I wish to examine. Who can ever fully explain their actions? I guess only a shrink might be able to tell me, and I have never been to one, never needed one, and don't need one now. So: to the tales; make of them what you will.I now completely understand the feeling of loneliness. The most I had been away from home before was about a week. I didn't know how I could handle three weeks. Especially in a remote part of a really foreign land.