His erection hadn’t gone down either. He stroked her, and she stroked him, keeping him hard.."Do you want to fuck me now?" she asked."Are you ready...for that?" he asked."Yeah, I am," she assured him. So was he.Jana rolled onto her side and opened her bedside table. From it she pulled a tube, and she smiled at Nick as she squeezed some of the contents into her hand. “Lubricant,” she explained. “I use it on my toy.”“Toy?”“I have a dildo,” she said. “All girls have something they use to. Suppose, he thought, as he had seen in a recent Jim Carey movie, your brain could be wiped clean of sad and traumatic thoughts. According to the article, ‘Each time you retrieve a memory it must be restored, and when you activate a memory in the presence of this new drug it prevents the restorage of the memory, and the next day the memory is not as accessible’. Boy, the man thought, ‘I need to purchase and take this drug because, there are some memories of her that I wish I could forget because. “I never did cum in any of them. I DIDN’T TRUST THEM OKAY !”, he exclaimed with exasperation. There was silence as each stood there looking at each other, him with a fire and want his eyes, her with sadness and on the edge of tears in her eyes. He looked at her quizzically because of the moistness in her eyes,“Whats the matter” ?, he asked. She stood there staring ahead in disbelief and let out a short breath, “they never trusted me”, she whispered weakly. It hit him just then why it never. ." his voice wavered and went quiet."No Josiah," I said, "I think you are the one who is dammed, I hope you stay there forever, for what you did to your children, it was bad enough to kill them, but then to do that to their bodies was worse!" It was at this point I resolved to do whatever I could for both Cassandra and Darcy.Billy's StoryI had just finished kissing Cassandra when she seemed to shrink in on herself, she appeared to be dragged back into the house, there was a wistful smile on her.