The way they would feel pressed against mine in a long passionate kiss. I watch you outside from my window, I see you walking by , I want to stop you ...nd ask you to come in but my hestitance and unsureness makes me stop. I long to feel you next to me. I imagine you looking at me with those dark eyes and tracing the length of my body with your strong hands. Touching me, making me want you in complete abandonment. Fantasizing about making love to you for hours on end feeling your body rise and. He was going to hook me to the addictive d**g of his sexual prowess. And we both knew he was going to succeed.I looked down as he worked his magic, to see this beautiful young man, who wanted me almost more than I thought I’d wanted him. He wasn’t submissive as much as he was eager to please, and this improvised orgasmic moment would make sure that tomorrow was written in whetted stone.When his finger niggled its way into my anal ring’s grip and he pulled me into him almost pass the gag point,. You savour My piss, swallow it all down and smile up at Me as you give thanks for My gift.I accept your thanks with a smile, before mouthing “My precious”. I turn and spread My asscheeks, presenting you with My hole. It is clean of course, but damp with the salty sweat of our exertions. I know this isn’t exactly your thing, but I will have your submission to My wants. You begin to rim Me, going deeper as I relax and let you further in, your hand reaching around to My cock as it starts to. "It is obvious about this deduction and many times this situation got its start in childhood. You hoped that I would be that boy but I cannot be. Sean, the boy in the picture had sex with me a few times but I am not capable of enjoying it as he is. I looked on it as a learning process and a way of bringing him some joy."This gave Frank some hope, as I was unburdening to him about my own sexual impropriety while he didn't need to admit anything."The boy needs a father figure that will always be.