Dad always falls asleep Sunday nights in front of it. Mom said she'd come up to my room when he did and let me have some more time at her breast. Earl...er in the afternoon, I broke down under some stress I've been feeling and she let me breast feed for a while. It was so wonderful that I almost fell asleep. Since then, all I've been able to think about is falling asleep with her nipple in my mouth feeding me sweet, warm milk.Suddenly I heard footsteps on the stairs. My door cracked open and she. "Goodnight Charles," my hand lingering in his as we parted.I saw him watching me from the corner, so a turned at the stoop andwaved goodbye. The feeling of his awareness of my sex seemed clearereach time we were together.I'd scheduled my 8:30am dental appointment weeks earlier, so I got offearly. When I returned I had a simple lunch. Now what to do? Charleswas on my mind, so I decided to try my deep toy again. After bathing Idressed in a soft pastel blue lingerie set and I settled on the bed. ..Two Different MoralsOLD VERSION :The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer long, building his house and laying up supplies for the winter.The grasshopper thinks the ant is a fool and laughs and dances and plays the summer away.Come winter, the ant is warm and well fed.The grasshopper has no food or shelter, so he dies out in the cold.MORAL OF THE OLD STORY:Be responsible for yourself!MODERN VERSION :The ant works hard in the withering heat and the rain all summer long, building his. I felt as if I were an actor in a film of Sandra's devising and the plot was simple; Julie takes Sandra out for a date and woos her. I was firmly cast in the 'gentleman' role. I fetched her coat for her, I held doors open for her, I called the taxi and, together, we went to Jack's Bistro, one of my favourite haunts. I was captivated. Well, of course I was, and in a very real sense, but, as well as that, to my continued amazement, I was actually having a good time. I guess that, this too, was.