On this particular morning I had taken a little longer than usual in the shower, while I was standing at the sink cleaning my teeth I was feeling extr... horny, so when finished and rinsed my mouth out, I put some of Rita’s hand cream my hands and slowly started stroking my cock while looking in the mirror, dreaming about Rita doing that for me. It would be great to feel an attractive, blue rinse, cultured woman roaming her mature soft hands over my body and slowly rubbing my cock. I was starting. I went on a surfing spree and he came and said “Oh I think you are not enjoying this TV. Would you like to watch some movies, they are in the cup board put some and watch if you wish.”His cupboard was a library of movies and there lay some hot XXX movies too. When I Jokingly showed them to him and asked about them, he frankly said that they both liked watching them while doing sex. Of course when you are married and there are no kids at home. I pushed one disc in and started watching a hot. He was experienced and very good and I could tell he really wanted my load badly…so when he slipped a finger up my asshole and started massaging my prostate while swallowing me to the root (while the other 2 guys continued sucking on my sensitive nipples) I said ‘fuckit’ and let myself go crashing over the edge, slipping into that other world while I hoses down his insides with a huge load. After that mind-blowing orgasm subsided my knees got weak and I almost fell. My audience had to support. But all this stuff with Ashley and Emma made me see that no matter what, you love me. That you have enough love to go around, and will never run out of love for me." Of course not," I said, putting my arm around her and giving her a squeeze."You don't get it. Boys in school all say they love you, but then they stop loving you and start loving some other girl. And that's terrifying. It makes you feel like there's something wrong with you. But you don't do that. It's like I know, for a fact, that.