She decided not to seek out anyoneelse and headed back to her desk. She passed Carol on the way, and saw alook of either disgust or contempt on her f...ce. She tried to decidewhich it was. A little thing she had always done - try and name theemotions. Maybe it was both, she thought. I know, disgust and contemptmakes dis-tempt. Carol has distemper! Kim stifled a laugh and gave outanother one of her choked snorts. Carol sensed this was somehow directedat her and now there was clearly anger. Rick decided to break our friendship from than onwards. Me and Mona went on what our lives.However it never went back to what we had and was just the most miserable life I had led. She stopped touching me and even when I touched her I was met with a slap and a threat. And so it went on for a good 10 year. There was nothing between us including any sex. I started going to escorts to get my thrill but never really enjoyed it. They were never Mona!!Then one day after a wedding we got home I told. We wanted some new freedom in our own sex life and really did not want any little mistakes from condom failure with another man so my wife and both went on the waiting list for the snip.By the time, the ops came round we had given up on couples, as, despite the fun, somehow they never seemed to work out or last. So now, we were on the track for an MFM threesome, which seemed far less complicated and my wife was rather looking forward to being the centre of attention! No problems with guys. Still in her tank top and jeans, she crawled into the bed and sunk into the music. It was right as the first few notes of Three Days Grace began that she heard the door open. She felt herself clench everything together; teeth, fists, eyes. She curled her body in on itself and just tried not to start crying again. Andre lay down on the bed and rolled over so he was right behind her. Then he sighed. "Jess," he whispered. She showed him no reaction. "Come on Jess, I know you're awake." "Fuck off.".