I just lay there, stunned, with my eyes closed. When I opened them, I saw Cindi looking at me, grinning like crazy. I looked at Amy. She was in at lea...t as bad a shape as I was, maybe worse. She seemed to be having trouble breathing. She looked at me with a shocked, almost panicky look on her face. Her eyes were wide as saucers."What just happened?" She whispered. "I've never felt anything like that before!" I could sympathize with that!"I've been waiting to see that for a long time!" Cindi. After a small chat, and some awkward silences I eventually ask if I can grab a shower as I feel like death after sitting on a train for so long. You show me how it works and point me to the towels. A while later, I emerge from the shower feeling refreshed, my hair still damp and crazy. You aren't on the sofa anymore so I wonder where you've gone, and I find you lying on the bed. I crawl into bed with you, and wrap my arms around your waist, hands on hips and I hold you. I gently kiss your neck. For all that she'd been my enemy, I'd helped rather than hurt somebody who needed help. So I'm a good person.Well maybe. I still get wet thinking about making out with her in the hall, grossing her out and then making it even worse. Of getting a woman who can't stand the site of two girls kissing to kiss me, and deeply. And I did actually do that, so how good am I?And speaking of kissing girls...Even without the Program, I think Botilda and I would have admitted our feelings for each other, but. , a smaller dick," Stacy whispered. "I mean it's probably going to hurt a lot the first time and the smaller the better I would think." I'm already ahead of you. I kinda took care of that last night. Well maybe not all the way, but enough that I don't think it's going to hurt very much the first time." What do you mean?" I popped my cherry last night." You did what?" Stacy asked incredulously. "How did you pop your own cherry? Did it hurt?" Yep, hurt like a mother fucker!" Olivia whispered.