She had even pulled the duvet cover over herself as she had begun to have some creepy thoughts that it might be a ghost or spirit. She had made some...soft sounds and tossed her arms back to clutch the bed posts as she held her breathing as normal as possible. At any rate, she wondered if this was really real or not, and if so just who it was. Jackie didn't think anyone would have believed her in any case, but she determined she would ‘go with the flow’ even if it did have some affects on her. . I suddenly had an impulsive desire to go to the shop and buy a cucumber. If i couldnt have Barry in me, id have the next best thing. I told the cabbie to spin up the shop, jumped out and went inside. Now it was at this point i realised that i had no cash whatsoever, and my debit card would be empty until next week. Fuuuuuuck. Immediately a debate sprang up inside my head. I was left with two choices. I could sneak out of the store quite easily and walk the last five minutes to my house. Or i. Girls like Kim were as rare as rockin’ horse shit, he wanted to keep her. Speakin’ about horses, he was thinking about trying a duplicitous plan. Kim had used that word a bit, it was a good word, she had explained what it meant by telling him a story about a couple she knew. ‘There was a girl see, and this guy has been fucking her witless for nearly a week, follow? And this guy might be moving in with this girl, still with me? And he’s standing near this girl’s bedroom door, she’s nearly his. When I figured out the truth about everything. I just wanted to die. I wanted for you to save me, to make everything okay. But it’s not okay.”“I kept telling myself I was okay, when I knew I wasn’t,” she stopped. She wanted to tell him about the drugs, and the man in the limo and everything. But all at once, she didn’t. This was her story. This was her life. Her eyes opened and she looked up to him, “Now I realize something else. I am okay. I am normal. But you, you’re not okay. You are broken..