At the get togethers there are private sexual encounters and consensual sex happening right out in the open amongst the group. No orgies or anything l...ke that. You can however walk around without any clothes if you desire. Not many people do though.My wife is getting more comfortable with the whole thing and I realize that it is going to happen. She is going to fuck my ass in front of a group of people. We have gone to about five of their get togethers and have met people, conversed with them. This was my other passion, sci-fi movies. Later on I got ready for bed.It was nice to undress and then put on my nightgown, which was a longpink cerise creation. It had a matching gown. I kept my panties,pantyhose and slip on. I got into bed after doing my teeth and reveledat the soft silky material on my skin. I surfed the internet for a whilelooking at sissy outfits. I fell asleep wondering about my visit to thebridal shop the next day.I woke the next morning and as was my custom upon waking. She had spent the last year touring withsinger-songwriter Harry Hamilton as one of his back up singers. They hadtoured every major city in North America, now he was headed to Europe, but,because of some complicated union rule he was not able to take his back upsingers to Europe and would audition for European back up singers once helanded. She was out of a job, her agent had mentioned some commercials where shemight be able to get her an audition for, but there was nothing‘concrete’ on the. I tried to go to sleep but it hurt it was so hard. I decided to open up my pjs and let my erection not be under any constraints. An hour passed and my erection is still as hard. I decided to go to the bathroom to play with myself and get rid of this erection. I played with my pecker for about 30 minutes. I couldn’t orgasm. I wanted to wear women’s underwear. I looked in the hamper and only seen my friends clothes. I played with myself some more but without visual stimulation my erection would.