Okay?’ ‘Sure,’ Amanda said. ‘I’ll help.’ With that, they went up the stairs. ‘What happened?’ I asked George. ‘Max was at that confe...ence. The guys went out for some drinks and were taking a taxi back to the hotel when a drunk driver ran a red light and hit them. The taxi driver and Max got it straight on and died instantly, if that helps. The other guys got beat up pretty bad. They said one’s in the hospital with some major injuries, but they’ll all recover. The cops busted the driver.’ ‘Okay,. "Ok get onyour blanket, I'm going to start the camera, I want you to look happy,wave to the camera talk dirty about you being a sissy and play with yourdildo. If you do a good enough job, you might be able to milk that lockedup clitty of yours. Now get to it action." She says as I sit on theblanket and she turns on the camera.I closed my eyes, take a deep breath before looking up with a smile andwaving at the camera. "Hi there, I'm sissy Carissa and this is my firstvideo, do you want to see how. When I opened them again the woman in the mirror was still there, looking back at me. Her face and neck a little flushed and her hands hanging loosely at her sides, her face was expressionless. I stood for a moment then turned away. I felt strange yet serene. I unfastened my bra and dropped it on the bed then slipped my wet, sticky pants down my legs and stepped out of them. Picking them up off the floor they too went onto the bed and I walked slowly and thoughtfully into the bathroom. Once. " I hoped!As I battled on I was so lost in focus that Jenna's voice beside mestartled me a little."Alex! We need you in the other Resus room now," she urged.I turn towards her, I'm incredulous but I don't show it. Things wereclearly not under control here. Which I'm sure she could see. "Is itan arrest?" I ask attentively. I meant cardiac arrest. I guess thatwould shift my priorities."No," she asserts."Pending arrest?" Were they circling the drain, so to speak."Well no." She hesitates. She knew.