On that trip I got in rather late, I showered and wore the bathrobe. I called for room service and went to the door when it rang. I opened and the roo... service guy was an Asian, slim with a cute face. I welcomed him in and after he put the tray he turned to me and said 'oh you look so sexy' I couldn't believe how attracted I was to his remark and mu lust immediately took over. I moved towards him and we kissed, long passionate kiss, our tongues met and my hands found their way to his butt.. I thought of breaking it,but I knew that would be difficult and maybe dangerous so I gave up onit after a few more useless tugs. A fresh gust of chilly wind remindedme - as if I needed reminding -- of my lack of clothing. I reached upfor my robe.More bad luck--it was gone! I was locked out of the house, feminized,bare-breasted and nearly naked! I searched through the bushesfrantically and finally saw my robe, several yards away, twistedinextricably into the branches of a trees flapping in the. ‘That’s not surprising. You’ve always been afraid of change. You’ve always been afraid to live for more than the moment. But now the moment’s here, Gaia. It’s time to transform.’ I feel a sudden surge of irrational anger. ‘My name is Dottie, you bitch!’ I shout. I suddenly realize in a flash of enlightenment that I don’t want enlightenment at all. I don’t want to be perfect. I want to be someone who laughs at dirty jokes and kisses strangers and drinks on Sundays and gets laid with silly boys. "AHHHHH!!" I said out loud. Flashbacks of 5 years ago rushed through my head, bringing me back to the very first time I saw Bella take my cock in her mouth. My parents felt I was now old enough to watch Bella as they weren't at home. (Yeah,silly parents). Like most girls, she didn't like it at first, but developed an acquired taste for it. Before I left for the Army, she got a lot better. She was really going at it. I could see the back of her head bob up and down as she sucked my cock. Hand on.