We started to go for movies and spend more time together bunking our classes.Then came my b’day her 1st yr and my 2nd yr was over and I stayed back ...or my b’day next day I was leaving for my hometown. She planned with her friend to give me a surprise @12 in night she has already managed in her home for a ni8 out at friends place.Suddenly bell rand @12 and I thought some friends might have arrived for surprise but I got shocked looking at my love shading with a cake in her hand. Her friend was. I’ll be out in a few minutes.”That was something I wasn’t prepared for; the complete shock of it sent a chill through me and I started to tremble all over. I was told to move my ass and obeyed him. I was terrified, just totally terrified. My mother and sister were in the kitchen, doing the clean up after dinner, when I went to the basement door, took the paddle from its hook and left, to walk to the barn. The waiting seemed to go on forever. I sat on a bale of hay trembling – probably the same. I hadn’t heard a thing!There doesn’t seem to be enough air in the small changing booth. I feel like I’m going to pass out. I looked at my mother and I saw her despair and her terror. She doesn’t think I can do this, either. Her mind is no doubt picturing Sean punishing me by doing something similar to the horrible things he has done to her. I still don’t know what that was. I only know that I don’t want to find out.I know I have to be strong. Thinking about what Sean is using to blackmail me. The little boy repeated this over a few times until Jimmy finallythought that he understood. To make sure, Jimmy decided tomime back to the boy.He pointed to the sticks and held up five fingers. Two he loweredand made a motion as if he were eating. He then held up the three,pointed off towards the little boys and lowered three more fingersand made motions of eating once again.He then made a motion of paddling a boat or canoe, motioned toall of the boys, and then made the boat sign again. The.