It wasn’t cold but there was a strong breeze starting to blow so she decided to take a shortcut she knew through a local wood which passed through t...e town’s old cemetery. She hadn’t been there in years, not since she was a k** when she used to spend a lot of her time there. The old cemetery was the only place she could get any privacy when she was younger, nobody went there even back then and she had spent many hours sitting with her back against the cold tombstone of some guy called John. As Marja matured she soon became a very popular girl with the boys. By the time she was 16, the phone was always ringing for her. Marja and I were very close about as close as any natural brother and sister could be. During the summer, our family would spend three weeks in the mountains. Our parents had a cabin on the Naches River. Marja and I would often take day hikes to some destination for the day while our parents either joined us or ventured off on their own. I had just graduated from. And I wanted intercourse without pain. I felt ready to get circumcised, if need be.To my luck, the urologist wasn't a big believer in the knife. He prescribed a simple cream called Betnovate. He told me to apply twice a day, but I only did it once a day. After three weeks, I was able to retract just a little bit, so a few milimeters of my glans became visible at the tip. Then more became visible. After three months, I saw for the first time that ridge at the bottom of my glans. It took another. As I watch Sarah charm and flirt with Dylan, I make an excuse to go to the ladies', just to calm down. Knowing that I am so not okay with my friend possibly going home with the guy I still wanted for years, I bite the bullet and return to the table only to notice Dylan and Sarah have left. Even though I am relieved that I don't have to watch them together, I am crushed. I put on a brave face and resume the chit chat with my friends. The night soon finishes and I walk home. I keep thinking about.