I do remember holding her as soon as I slid into bed. The sensation of holding a naked partner for the first time is all encompassing, a flood of the...senses as skin meets skin for the first time. Partners experience that unique first moment only once and most people have a limited number of partners in life. Add an unusual build up of anticipation with the excitement of the unknown and that first touch was electric. Probably something else at play was the thing we unknowingly shared at that. ”We showered and dressed and went to meet Pam in the lobby. She greeted me with a tight hug and a peck on the lips. I introduced Bethany and Pam and then told Pam what Bethany wanted to do.“That’s cool. I’m also in Witte,” she said with a smile. “In fact, Bethany is my roommate!”“How did THAT happen?” I asked.“Remember when I asked for her last name? I put in a roommate request. Because Bethany hadn’t made a request, they paired us up!”“I’m not sure if I should be happy about that or not!” I. " What I want you to do with the money is something romantic to give Julie a little boost. A couple of nights at a hotel or a B&B; nice meals out; there's a good touring show in town. Don't let her know it's from me." But she's knows I can't afford that," he objected."Tell her a relative sent gift certificates for a belated wedding present. Tell her you won a contest at work. Make up something. Just make her feel special for a couple of days. Will you do that? Please?" Theresa's lip was. Rainier was about to happen in my life …We agree to meet at the hotel … you knock and I let you in. I smile at you and kiss you sweetly on the cheek and take your hand and lead you to a dining chair with arms by the desk. You follow without saying a word, letting me guide you completely and with all that trust that you so willingly offer me at times …I remove your shirt and you begin to grab me and kiss me and I move your hands behind you to the small of your back … you understand what I want.