Dressed and ready for business I explained to my wife that I needed to pick up some tools and supplies to work on one of the projects on my list and h...aded out the door. A short time later Don and I were driving around an industrial area looking for someplace discrete; we ended up finding a spot behind some business that was closed for the weekend.Not five minutes after pulling in behind the building, I found myself bent over one of those large wooden wire spools that are the size of a kitchen. "Even her feet and hands hurt." Just normal growing pains, apparently triggered by her period. You know, she's grown over a third of an inch in the six days since I saw her last." Beth explained."You are sure?" Tira asked uncertainly."I'm positive." Beth assured her. "You have nothing to worry about. A little ordinary acetaminophen or ibuprofen should take care of the growing pains. We'll start monitoring her in three weeks, and when her next period occurs, we'll be prepared, and it'll probably. Jasmine ... God! They beat this stuff into us for the past eighteen years. I won’t do anything to you. I won’t try to make you do something. Anything. I’ll ... I’ll just go into the bathroom until you say you’re ready.” I gave her a quick squeeze and ran to the bathroom. I closed and locked the door. As if she was going to come in and look at me! Fap! What a disaster.I pissed and washed my hands and then just sat there. It seemed like it took her forever. And the more I thought about it, the. "Thank you," I told her."One minute!" someone yelled from behind me. I wanted to talk to themmore, but we had a sound check to perform."'Intuition' for the sound check?" I asked Jason. He nodded back to meand I made the preparations I needed to in my head to get ready toperform again.Unlike Saturday night, where I had been really nervous to walk out onstage, I was actually excited to be performing again. There wasn't anervous bone in my body. I really had become addicted to the rush I feltevery.