My boobs pressed up against him once again and I was loving it like chocolate. And I love chocolate. I kissed him on his neck several times and began ...ouncing up and down once again. “Oh yes my lady. Ride the man you love as well. Make sure you let me know how much you love me. Love is a two way street you know,” John said. “I know, I love you more than anything else, except maybe the baby,” I replied. And Jeanette, as I was having sex with him then I also had her on my mind too. I couldn't get. I must admit itwould not really worry me if she had. The only reason we are keeping Iconfidential is for my family's sake. I am not bothered for myself. Theones that I really care about already know and are supporting me.Next Morning I spoke to my wife and said that I was getting theimpression that she was starting to feel a little easier about it. Sheasked why I thought that and I replied that we were talking in muchmore intimate details about my change than we had before. She thoughtthat it. Embarrassed, I crossed my legs and reached for my beer. In my awkwardness, I missed it, and spilled it onto the red checkered linoleum of the garage floor. We all laughed, then, and finished our joint before getting ready for the party.Flashes of memory follow, now.Laughing, riding my bike with no hands because they were holding two open beers, listening to some rock song from the radio on Jamie’s bike rack.Staring down at my knees, scraped and bloody, I had fallen. My beers were empty. But. As the shuttle passed the moon, it showed a view back toward Earth which included the moon. The view then turned back in the direction of the ship. Both Mars and a green circle showing the ship's location were noted in the view. When they passed Mars, it was near enough to be seen clearly. There was a collective gasp when the ship became recognizable then quickly filled the screen. The soft sounds of whispering grew as it increased in size. In some respects, the ship looked like a large.