I knew that; he knew that. I had responded when his lips had touched mine. I had loved the touch of his hands on my body and had wanted him to go furt...er; much further.I tried to tell myself it had all been Ramon taking the initiative; that I had been a victim of his desire. There would be no more secret lunches; no more private conversations. I was Oscar’s wife, the mother of his children and would remain so.But my conscience would not allow a lie so big to remain unchallenged. My belly was. The twins spend most of their time and energy on each other. Hanging out with each other, studying with each other, wrestling with each other. They even live in the same room, which if I had to guess that is the real reason they did want to move into campus housing when they started school, no co-ed rooms. The fixation with each other, although maybe natural for twins, seems like it's going too far, I'm going to have to talk to them about that.Jo is the youngest, now 18, and almost ready to. "What's the harm of a cuddle between lonely, frightened people who like each other?" It's what it leads to that's the harm. You're playing with fire."She considered a moment, and then she nodded. "I know I am. But you'll want a cuddle come the winter. That's for sure."*****Several more days passed without incident before Mr Glimmeridge showed me the chapel. The subject somehow arose over dinner."Heavens! I haven't shown you the chapel yet, Henry. How remiss! We'll do it directly after. I have to be with Kayzor.”“He will outlive you.”“Doesn’t matter. However long I live will be amazing because I’ll be with him.”He thought about it for a second and looked behind me I’m guessing to his son. I guess he agreed because he looked back and said, “Ok. You and Kayzor will be together on our home planet.”“Wow! Thank you so much. I can’t begin to tell you how much this means to me,” I said with a huge smile on my face.“Ok, let’s get you ready for Cryosleep (when they freeze you to sleep.