I consult with the Defense department on weapons systems and strategies. Essentially I'm the idea guy. They take the ideas and run with them and I jus... say "ka-Ching."I did 12 proposals/evaluations in a 10-hour day a few months ago and the three and a half million-dollar check just cleared the bank. The government pays very well, but they also demand a lot.I know some are thinking three and a half million for ten hours work? Where does that gravy train stop for new passengers?The reason they. After a few minutes I finish my shower and finish dressing and prettying up. I am beyond ready to surprise my man. Before I leave the room I remember my surprises that I bought for Wes. I place the first carefully and pocket the second then I’m out the door. My heart is thumping inside my chest. The buzzing I feel has me reeling. I feel completely flush and hot but it is welcomed in the cool fall air that I am not used to at all. I should probably be wearing a sweater but I want just enough. Finally, be a nice guy. Swedish guys treat the girls like crap. Treat them nice and you’ll have a lot more fun!”“What do you mean by fun?” Sandy asked, accusingly.“Sandy,” I said gently, “for your own good, I think you need to lighten up.”“Lighten up? This is serious!” Sandy said vehemently. “You’re encouraging him to sin!”“Look, you live your life the way you want, we’ll live our lives the way we want. That’s what I meant by lightening up. Mind your own business.”“I can’t believe Kara would. . what the fuck is that" she asked in a desperate panic. "Who the fuck is that, when did this happen... what... who?"I felt horrible. She thought she was going out of her mind. I had to think back to the way she belittled me Saturday night to give me the strength to keep going.Mom came straight for me, ripped the remote out of my hands and then tore the tape out of the VCR. She had beads of sweat forming on her brow and began to shake uncontrollably. I very quietly stood back and allowed her to.