" No further explanation. He must know. He must, you keep telling yourself as you walk up and down the room like a caged tiger, not knowing whether t... be excited, mad or simply tear up the damn ticket and forget about it. And what if I go, you think. How long am I going to stay? What am I supposed to wear? What's the climate like out there? You call David again but he's very straight about it, "Stop nagging Alexus, get packed and go." "But ... but ..." you sputter. "No buts, no ifs, no further. But I didn’t want to be rude and got the feeling that I wasn’t supposed to be here. I need to fit in, I figured. The short one with messy brown hair and striking green eyes said, ‘We don’t usually socialize with the guests.’ The taller one was wearing a ball cap and was cute in a boyish way replied ‘It’s forbidden for us to do anything with them. We could lose our jobs.’ ‘Well, maybe I should go then?’ I said. ‘but…a guy named James asked me to come.’ ‘Lucky bastard, why does he always get. Molly had assured me that it was, and Ihad no reason to doubt her. It was strange to think that Sheila wasinto girls. And a bit heartbreaking as well. "Then this really will be the only chance that I'll ever havewith her," I whispered, knowing that I'd have to take it, even if itwasn't the only way of changing back to normal. I hesitated only a moment more, taking another look down atmyself before I started walking. I figured that since school had justlet out, Sheila was pretty likely to be at. That day I was a mess. My uncle sent me home at midday after the roof I was tiling collapsed twice, telling me not to come back! At that point in I didn't care! I didn't need his job. I had a house with my parents. I didn't need or want payment from him. All I wanted wanted was her! Luckily I slept that afternoon, awaking at six and stealing some bread (my mother refused to give me tea for losing my job!), I made for the woods again. I was carfeul no one saw me leave.Within the hour I was.