I washed so hard and for so long, I was sobbing. That Friday you sent me an email. Apologizing for not being there, telling me how much you loved me, ...ow wonderful you thought I was, how luck you were to have me. I’ve still got it. I went to yours on the Wednesday. We didn’t have sex, I couldn’t, not knowing that me and him had been together. I hated myself. We just lay on your bed, and I felt so safe, and so at home. That was the last moment in your arms. Then the evening, we spoke on the. .bogoler tola diye haat duto dhukie die ma r dudh duto k tipte suru korlo..omanushik vabe tipchhilo jeno dudhu ningre baar korbe…ma jontronay ar anonde chhotphot kore uthe Shankar er duhat chepe dhorlo. Ami lukiye thaka jaiga theke dekhte pelam..ma r gud ta samne beriye porloo.Shankar sab kichu osadharon khiprotay korche..ekmuhurto samay nasto korche na…tar ekta haat namie dilo ma r gude…onno hate ekta dudh somane tipe jache…Shankar r angul ma r guder chul gulo te khela kore berache…oor bishal. .Flashback – Ben – on flightI finished my crappy dinner while completing my report to Major M (I thought I did a great job faking Jack's part). I hadn't cleaned up when there was a knock on my door, and Yuri (my Spetsnaz contact) yelled, "Ben! Come immediately! We have a mission."I ran to the door, threw it open and he walked in. I went after my bug out bag and asked, "What's going on?"He stated, "That is not for me to know, but it must be big. Where is Sgt. Reynolds?"I lied through my teeth. Transformed victims often desire multiple partners simultaneously and continually try to expand their numbers.“Transformed victims retain a keen intelligence and are known to be extremely manipulative in order to lure potential victims closer to them. Some have been known to play on others’ pity, asking for help or emotional support such as a hug or kiss. Others have been known to convince their victims to willingly allow themselves to be infected.There are also reports of transformed victims.