But I do so love this part of our play. ‘Because now that you’re naked, well…I can see my favorite part of my new dolly. Right there between you... legs. That’s always my favorite part of undressing my dolls, seeing what they have down there. Oh, did you think that you were going to be blank and smooth like Barbie and Ken? Now, where would the fun be in that? No, my pretty dolly, the only part of you that’s blank and smooth right now is your mind. The rest of you is entirely anatomically correct.. I spent more and more time at the country club while debating whether or not I was even going to renew membership or pull my equity and leave.Then one fine day, while staring out into infinity from my shaded table near the pool, my eyes suddenly drank in this vision, and I focused on him as he emerged from the water.I had seen him since we first joined the club. He was a teenager then and I scarely took note of him, what with my husband and mate there with me.But now, with his rippling. I’m sorry, but I can’t take any more of this marriage, now that the kids are gone.’ ‘You mean that you have stayed for them?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘How long have you felt like this?’ ‘3 years, at least.’ ‘Jesus Christ! Why didn’t you say something?’ ‘Because, it was already too far gone to help, even then.’ ‘Do you mean that talking, and therapy, such as counseling, couldn’t help?’ ‘You don’t get it, Jan. We were high school sweethearts, and we fell into the trap of thinking that we should get married,. Dad has given me the belt before and I never want the belt again. I was in so much pain the last time I was bad, that I wasnt able to go to school till the pain and bruising went away. I dont want that to happen again. He continues to rub at my girl part, and as he does so he lifts my jumper and my t-shirt with his other hand. Exposing my chest, he rubs at the little nubs that will one day be my breasts, and flicks at them with his fingers. This really hurts, and I dont want him doing this.