I went out with him for 2 years and never truly pressured me and then I just break up with him? What the hell is wrong with me?” Heidi asked. “Not...ing. Don't talk like that. You'll only make yourself feel worse,” Jessica replied. “What should I do?” Heidi asked. “Well tomorrow, call him. Maybe he'll still take you back and forgive you. It's at least worth a try,” Jessica replied. “OK thanks mom. You getting ready for bed now?” Heidi asked. “Yes, it's a little late. So why don't you go take a. ‘Say’s here you were struck by lightning ten years ago, is that true?’ ‘Yes, yes…it is,’ I said realizing I had in fact been hit again, though I didn’t feel injured in any way this time, not like the first time I’d been struck. ‘What happened anyway?’ Though Gayleen answered before the doctor could respond. She’d been standing behind him off to one side, looking wild-eyed and panicked. ‘You got hit by lightning! That’s what happened! I thought you were frigging dead!’ she excitedly exclaimed as. Toying with you, studying you. I spoke to Deryk of her once. He confessed to being with her. She had come to him late one night, long after the time we were supposed to be about. She had awakened him and urged him to silence, coaxed him, and mounted him. The thrill of the forbidden act gripped him and he let her take him. She was his first and only lover, for he died shortly after, but even so he regretted allowing it to happen, for it unnerved him the way she watched him throughout the. I can see her petticoat as well. She kept her hair open and shampooed. Nice silky black hair. I was just starring her n unable to speak. She smiled at me n I enter in the house. I asked her that is she going out. She said no n told me that we eat dinner in 10 minutes. I went to dining table n wait for food. I was looking at her as she was looking damn sexy. She again caught me looking at her n simply smiled at me. We took the dinner and she said about my program. I said nothing aunty. She said.