Particularly this fantasywhich (Slight Spoiler Alert), is pretty dark and all about utter andcomplete defeat by a dominant other. It is here just beca...se of thehistory of the development of this story, which started as just anotherfantasy and then became a vehicle for some more in depth thinking. Also,as an egotistical artist, I also want to take the opportunity to say thatthe need to record and relay a fantasy like this doesn't lead to the mostnuanced and sophisticated work from a literary. I wondered if she tasted the same and realised I was soon to discover. I heard her say something to warn me, but I was lost in contemplation and by the time I worked out what it was I could already taste her. The immediate sensation was panic – induced by sudden darkness and claustrophobia, no doubt – but once I was calmed and had closed my eyes, I felt prepared to at least attempt to follow Liv’s instruction, lest her whip find my behind. Tentatively I stuck out my tongue and wiggled it, like. She licked her lips and swallowed hard and looked close to tears but equally felt alive as she so loved it when humiliated in public. It got her so aroused and she was again as she put her knickers on a chair and turned back towards Vanessa who was still glaring at her. As Sarah unzipped her skirt and pushed it down towards the floor the feeling of humiliation intensified as it always did when she had to undress in front of a group who were about to watch her being spanked. As she stepped out. His skin normally would have felt icy cold if I held onto more of my humanity instead of being more vampire. Instead his skin felt hot with a slight chill. Honestly, it felt nice and I found myself trying to tamper my emotions down from him. My heart betrayed be though: the damn thing hammered hard in my chest. "If I had my way, I'd keep you this way minus the heart transitions. You don't want to be this." Shadow hissed on the last word."I want..." to be apart of your world is what I wanted to.