Shivers ran through her body that instantly became tense as if a wire were about to snap. Her voice, disappeared. Without knowing what to say, she sto...d motionless – waiting. Yet waiting for what? There was no need to move, for in that instant, the love of her life walked away once again. Tears threatened to consume her but she valiantly held them at bay. There would be time later for tears. On her way back home, as she drove by the ocean, she needed to visit that special place on the beach. But we always end up right back at Walmart or Target, buying high heels, short shorts, dresses and skirts, lipstick and other cosmetics, and returning to dressing up and masturbating to internet porn. In my case, I wanted to be "normal" so badly that, when the opportunity arose to marry a biological woman, I seized upon it. It happened during one of my purge periods, and I had joined a Christian church, hoping that the prayers and fellowship would give me the strength to fight off the demons of. It is nothing to be ashamed of, just something to remember. We've made it perfectly clear that we are happy and now we're just basking in the glory, that's why you gave into me right in this room, both times." "Have you been practicing this speech?" "No, smart-ass, it came right from my heart, the one you fell in love with, remember?" "Yes, but I'm not sorry for this," he mentioned, closing the gap between us and wrapping his arms around me. "I'm a sucker for being mushy when it comes to you,. We take our almost-finished bottle of wine, and two more from Mr. Benning's wine rack for good measure, and make our way up the narrow staircase.Her room has been redecorated since the last time I saw it. The pastel-colored furniture I remember has been replaced with contemporary designs, light wood and brushed stainless steel. There are no more Duran Duran or George Michael posters on the wall; instead, it is painted in a pleasant shade of light yellow. For all its Ethan Allen-furnished.