Maybe I wouldn't feel so sad. I wish I could be as happy as Cindy. I looked at myself in the mirror and I see someone I'm not sure I like anymore. I n...ed to shave more often. I need to take better care of my skin and hair.I got out of the shower and began thinking about my problem again. I stood in front of the mirror and played with my hair. It's grown quite a bit and is long overdue for a cut. Since it was so long I tried out a few things just to satisfy myself. I used a brush to curl it a. He had conventienly dropped his cutoffs to fuckme..now I had a clear shot.He yelped but didn't move..I grabbed his hips and jammed my cock into himseveral times.Rank didn't jump up, curse me or even push me away..all of these he could havedone.I kept fucking and fucking out of anger and fear at first."Hey go slow....enjoy it k**"I stopped and then did as he said...again his voice was different then it waswhen he threatened me."He's had enough, leave him alone" Rank said to his two companions. Glancing over at the house that normally was dark at the time of night, it was now lit up and I could see a man and a women walking around the house, no doubt unpacking. I made my way inside my house and back to my room that was in the far right back corner of the house. When I walked into my room I dropped all my cheer gear on the floor and flipped on my stereo, blasting some music that I could dance to. I was sweaty as could be from practice and was ready for a shower. I started dancing back. “It wasn’t the first time he fucked me either do you know that. He fucked me yesterday afternoon too, in the back of some dirty truck, with all of those other squaddies watching and shouting obscenities at me. I felt like a common whore and I loved it. Then do you know what I did I sucked his friends cock. It was so nice sucking it, letting his cum slide down my throat. I would have done them all but I didn’t, maybe I will next time. Maybe I will lie there and let them cum all over me.”.