However, as I’m swept up in more and more of Alex’s world, I can’t honestly see myself very far from him either. I guess we’ll have to work ou... some sort of compromise. But the important thing right now is that no one can possibly make me feel the way Alex makes me feel, whether we’re fooling around or not. Just like the rest of his girls, I’m so grateful for how he’s always made me feel, that I’m willing to do just about anything for him as a result. If that means giving him up forever, I’d be. ..There's nothing wrong with letting yourinhibitions run wild now and then, is there? I've wanted to see what it waslike to be a man ever since I can remember, and when I found out about thisplace, it was like a dream come true. I mean...you know what I'm like inbed...I needed to know if it was everything I've always fantasized about." And is it?" the new girl said, marvelling at the new perspective of havingto look up into a face."So far, so good," Amy said with a roguish smile. "But I think. She was speechless. He went back to the bills and she sat there watching him for a long time. Despite his bravado, she could see the hurt in his eyes. Her heart broke for him. Her family was so strong and his was so broken. She reached out and took his hand, holding it to let him know that she was there for him, and that he would never be without her love.In the weeks before the wedding, Gabe came home to visit and sat her down at the kitchen table one morning. The date was fast approaching and. But that's the thing with expectation and an over-active imagination.Sometimes what you imagine will happen doesn't.***When Mom came home from work I was already waiting for her in the hallway.Surprised, she removed her jacket and hung it up on the rack. "Oh!" she said when she saw me standing there leaning against the wall, "Hello you," She reached up and ran her hands through her thick blonde hair. She looked slightly frazzled as she scooted off her black shoes, "What a day I've had. Do this..