Usually — other families I've covered — they only work through their own people. This seems to be an exception. Now, the company wants me back in ...amburg and I don't know why. The message just said to close all operations and report to the Hamburg office. No explanation: there never is. I really thought I had a solid, secure situation. But who knows?" She shifted on the hard stone of the hearth. "When you and I were in Hamburg, you know, it was different. I had to cover my targets from a. “Yes and no,” she sighed. “It’s strange. I don’t want to marry in general, but I keep coming back to the idea that being married to you would be perfect. It makes no sense, but it’s true. And no, I’m not giving up on the idea of us having kids, or anything like that. Getting married would be, I don’t know, simple, I guess.”“That is what you want from your life, but would being married to me be simple? It’s already a circus and I can’t imagine that it’ll get a whole lot better if you think about. I often thought about how Jeff held her and changed her diaper, what a good father he would be.I was asked out by several of the male nurses and interns. I ate lunch with them at the hospital and told them that I liked them as friends but I had someone special in my life that I was waiting for.About once every couple of weeks a group of us went to the Karaoke lounge near the hospital. It got around that I could sing but a couple of my friends could sing also. Sometimes I sang a solo and other. . ‘ Zax repeated on and on, struggling to uncover what the expert had meant.He could feel a sense of great importance tied to the hereditary legacy the expert mentioned, something very personal, yet not just for him.He skimmed and rearranged the information flood in his sea of consciousness. There was not a lot to begin with, but it all was too confusing to effectively deduce in its mess of a state.Five days later.‘It’s finally organized fully!’It was grueling. If had to make sense of this.