All the formalities have been completed and doctors told me that get surgery of my mother both knees operated asap otherwise she would go permanent ha...dicapped.All my relatives forced me to go for the surgery, so i took my mother to US for surgery. Doctors in US did operation and provide one assistant at home for a week. Doctors told me that to apply ae cream thrice daily to her back and knees for a month. After a week assistant left as she had to report in hospital.Next day when i got up from. She was drying her hair with a towel and when she saw that I was awake a big smile spread across her face and she looked positively radiant. Then she put a scowl on her face and tried to look angry."I don't like you," she said. "I was very angry with you last night and you seduced me. I didn't want to have sex with you but you wouldn't let me say no you horny bugger." I couldn't help myself," I said. "You're so sexy when you're angry that it was impossible for me to resist you. I just had to. "Yep. The police got me one."Weena got a strange look on her face, and then said, "Sounds like an interesting story." She paused for a moment, "OK. Listen. We're goin' up to our room, wash up, an' we'll meet you back here in about 15 or 20 minutes. Oh, yeah. I'm Weena and that's my husband, Gordy." Hi. I'm Charlie. You wouldn't have a big sister... ?"We showered and Weena put on a blouse and jeans. We went back down to the lobby and there was Charlie. I had recognized by his accent that Charlie. Maybe I’m doomed to kill or be killed only to come back to life and relive this torment over and over again? My resilience in surviving might be used against me. Maybe this blessing, this longing for life, will become my final curse as living will now be reduced to nothing more than inflicting or receiving pain at the hands of others living in this same realm of Hell.If so, what in the world did I do, in the real world, to warrant such drastic punishment? How could a loving God condemn me to.