And I suppose he is, in some ways. But he's not getting this choice pussy of mine. I know it's good. It's great when I play with it and fuck it with m... toys. And it was great when Ted licked it for me. I know he liked it, as well as my luscious breasts. I'm a great MILF. That's why I decided to enjoy being a MILF. It was interesting to me that I loved watching two girls having fun together. I mean in porn movies, of course. I hadn't done anything like that myself. But I really got off when I. O'Connor seemed to read what was on his mind. "Not all girls likethose big bulging muscles on a guy. But you know that Beth, being abeauty queen and even winning some pageants over the years, she fits inwell with a ruggedly handsome man. They make such a beautiful coupletogether." She reached over and took a framed picture off a table andhanded it to Blake to see. In it was a color picture of Beth and Bradat the beach. Brad in his little Speedo was standing holding up a surfboard on one side,. It's like I was no onebefore, then I put on a dress and I'm... right. I don't really know. Ispent the last thirty hours trying to figure this out. When Abbythreatened me, I felt like I was a freak. Like I was less than human.It's a pretty bad feeling. I stood on the Water St bridge for almost anhour trying to get up the courage to jump in and kill myself. Mom andLori kind of pushed me in this direction, so I couldn't talk to them. Iwas so alone that I wanted to die. Finally, I decided to just. "No I am failing you. Had I been teaching you all those months ago when I promised you, then you'd be a lot better." Naci's mouth dropped open as she stared at me. "No Toman you are doing the best that you can, considering." Here she looked at the ground again. This time I saw a few tears escaping her eyes. "I know you have had so much on your mind. Plus all that you have to do. I'm not sure I could have lasted as long as you had I lost both mother and father." "As far as I know it is harder.