Ever since then, when someone starts talking about her I start laughing."I nodded my understanding. "Your parents, when you were younger did they spen... a lot of time telling you that you should be more like her? Telling you that you weren't as good or as smart, that kind of thing?" Yeah... they did that even before she went off to college. But after we heard she'd died it got worse. I loved my sister Ike. She was so smart and pretty and popular. I wanted to be just like her. But nothing I did. Giles was doing the same as Buffy reading the file of Shannon Smith. He had opted for the informal approach, a casual shirt that he left the buttons at the top undone and jeans. He knew that like the other meetings that they have had in the past with any of the SIT’s, that being in a room full of adults all wearing suits makes a teenage girl feel nervous and intimidated. So for the last few SIT meetings he had been dressing down, taking on a father type role. He put the file down and took off. After what seemed like hours of carefully observing my reflection, I was torn away from my supposed doppleganger by a quick rap of knuckles at my door. My roommate, Simon, wanted me to go out with him tonight. I cringed thinking about it. Alcohol had never touched my lips, which was rather pathetic. I whined in protest as he noticed the nervous expression on my face and grabbed my hand. You wont chicken out of this tonight! he announced, grinning. I tried to smile, barely managing to curve my. .. I mean you like to ... um ... do me again? And maybe also bite me on neck like other night?"I turned slowly and faced her."Bite you on the neck? You crazy or what."She smiled. "C'mon, Mr. Kaid. It was the greatest. I thought I would explode when you did it. I came so many times. Come on, Mr. Kaid. We do some more."I stared at the eager girl as she pressed her body to mine. She wore nothing underneath her dress. She radiated heat like a volcano. Her lust excited and aroused me. The strain of.