Her so called "girlfriends" would often drop her off late and drunk, many times she returned looking disheveled with her clothes wrinkled and makeup s...eared. She would comment that she looked a wreck because she fell asleep on her girlfriends couch after closing the bar. She would jump in the shower to rid the scent of the Smokey bar and get ready for bed. I became suspicious one night when I went to the bathroom while she was in the shower. She had just stepped out of her panties to get into. " She said it sweetly.He didn't want to. Moments before he would have instantly followed her directives but after the emotions and thoughts running through his head he was wondering if he could keep them. The several seconds of his indecisiveness caused a dramatic mood swing to appear in his mother, for only a few short moments. But she almost spoke when he answered her: "I would like to keep them," he said. He was shaking with fear, surprised at his own words, and the strength it took to say. In a bikini—many times!! It was quite obvious Carrie didn’t wear her bikini around the pool very much—not one tan line on her!! Now seeing her spread and stretched, her beautiful 36 C tits and nearly inch long nipples and her shaven pussy all on display—I was still trying to take it all in and figure out just what the hell led up to the events of this evening when Neil pointed to a chair and told me to please take a seat.Neil then took a leather strap off a hook on the wall and walked over to. It was I that brought him to reality. Sitting next to him, I took his hand in mine, the rough knarled surface gone soft, yet I felt the strength still there. "Grandpa, she is gone now and nothing can replace her. But I need you, more than ever before. I'll be having my surgery soon, and when I get married, I need you to walk me down the aisle. You were always there for me before, and I still need you." He took me into his arms and cradled my head against his chest. I was the one that adopted.