It was a nice party. All the right people were there. There were some riff raff, like Jeff, but the overall level of quality was sufficient for my par...nts to approve. I invited Jen, who brought Rich. I didn’t get to talk with her much, but things were moving pretty fast for them. We needed little reason to have a party, especially in the summer, but this one was nominally in honor of my upcoming twenty-first birthday. A small group, mostly girls, was organizing a trip to a bar to get me legally. I’ll give you the end-of-course test. Now, how do you DO this?”“That’s just a gift I have. I read copiously and I retain a lot. I looked at this book and said, ‘Now, what am I supposed to get out of this thing?’ and that’s my approach to most of the peripheral coursework.”“History is peripheral? That hurts.” His eyes sent a separate message from the sad words.“I LOVE history,” I said. “But engineering is going to pay the bills. Might still entertain the idea of being a bit of a historian,. My fingers fidget closer to my mouth as I frantically look around. Scared to move and wanting to huddle myself into a corner and hide, if only I knew where the boundaries of the room lay. I want to speak, and ask who made the sound ... but if they can’t see me, I would be giving away my location. I don’t know what to do. I know what I want to do, yet that seems impossible or at the very least as though it wouldn’t turn out to be in my favor. I want to scream and escape this void. I want to run. Without wasting more time I will move onto my first experience which happened when I was in class 12th. at this moment I’m 21 years old, so this happened almost 4-5 years ago. Here is the story:I have studied in a co-education school, so sex awareness came early in life to me. there was this boy in my class who was tall, very well built & tough since he played cricket. there was something about him that really attracted me towards him. I was always nice and kind to him & did not let him know.