That way nobody needs to get hurt.”Lucy sounded like someone trying to convince herself of something that she didn’t actually believe. I didn’t ...eply. She didn’t want me to. She was dictating the terms of our involvement, but I thought she was in denial of her true feelings.extract 3My motivation for having this affair was attraction and lust, and also I was getting a buzz from the secrecy and the fact that I was doing another man’s wife. Her motivation was a bit of a mystery to me. Yes, her. I looked down on the floor, ashamed. I was still bare bodied and was wearing the shorts. She held my hand and took me to the bed and made me sit. She sat beside me. I could not look into her eyes. I began to cry. She suddenly held me in her arms and rested my head on her breasts. I gave myself up and began to weep like a little child on her breasts. She let me cry and ran her hand over my hair, soothing and comforting me. “it’s all right Rakesh, I understand. I don’t mind. Now stop crying and. You know getting that brake light fixed will burn a good $50 in your pocket, "No, I wasn't aware."She hums flatly in response. Not very friendly, this one, "License and registration, please." She impatiently taps on the roof of your car as you take out your driver's license and registration. She takes it from you with a bit of a snatch and tells you to wait as she goes back to her patrol car.Once she's out of sight, you hit you head against the cushion of your headrest. "I just wanna go home,. No, he said that we are going out to a.. you’d better ask him” she said disappearing into her room, something was going on, Del in her way was being very secretive or she had been sworn to secrecy by you know who, a few minutes later he came back I took hold of his arm and dragged him into the bedroom and sat him down on the bed, “now, before I tear your head off, will you tell me what is going on and where are we going tonight that is so important that your tame monkey can’t tell me” I said.