"At some stage, our innocent probings of each other must have evolved into something more physical and sexual. Maybe it was when we were eleven. Maybe...it was much later, when we were fourteen and our bodies were much more mature. I don't know. I'm sure only someone who can exactly define how a sexual act differs from any other could pinpoint it. At some time, however, the sexual aspect of our friendship was unavoidable. We were no longer just best friends. We were also lovers. It took a very. "By way of regression and feminization," Susan said."Explain," Chuck asked not sure he was ready for what those words mightmean. However, he felt he was getting somewhere. He just wasn't surewhere this was going yet."Regression triggers 'rote' memories or biological imperatives you wereborn with as a necessity for survival. Imperatives you have suppressedas you've grown into your adult state. The act of nursing would be oneexample," Susan said."I don't follow," Chuck said."Nursing, in a. The little darling tries to turn away again, so I switch to nibbling and nipping her pale ear as I once more coil a plait around my free hand, gently but inexorably forcing her face back to mine, where I plant a kiss on her cute button nose before sliding myself down so my head is on her belly and I can rest my hands on her chest. I take the swatch of pins now, as she strains from her folded position to see what I am doing. I rest the swatch on her chest, selecting one with a blue bead at its. ’ She cleared her throat. ‘I still have three weeks before I go. That gives us some time, and—’ ‘So is this how it’s going to be?’ Brody asked. ‘How what’s going to be?’ ‘Me running around during hockey season, you running around during the summer?’ ‘I don’t know.’ Ryan closed her eyes and took a breath, trying to sort out her thoughts. ‘I only know what it’s like right now. And right now, the band had a great opportunity that we can’t miss. I want that, and I want you to be happy about it for.