As I think I mentioned before, I have an awful sense of direction, so I really have no earthly idea where the little house is. It wasn't that far from...the horrible "adult" store, maybe a thirty minute drive, but I paid no attention to anything except the blue gym bag. I found myself trying desperately to remember every item Jay had purchased back there, and when I formed a picture of something in my overactive mind, I tended to fixate on it and imagine myself interacting with it the way Jay. When the doorbell rings, you will kneel in the playroom and wait for us.” He was back in Dom mode and my stomach somersaulted with happy anticipation. “Yes, Master.” I lowered my gaze and he kissed me on the top of my head. How I loved this man who never failed to surprise me with his devious plans. Plans made purely for the purpose of making me happy. Well, okay, I’m sure he got his rewards as well, but I knew he was doing this because I’d hinted a couple of weeks ago that the idea of being. "We can't do this!" she said, each word a struggle, trying to ignore the divine pleasure that was making her blood boil."But you said…" Chris started saying, looking deep into his sister's eyes, then the daunting truth hit him too, and for a moment he thought he would throw up. "You're right, we shouldn't have done this." he said, lowering his voice, not able to look his sister in the eyes anymore. He moved back, pulling away, took a seat on the bed, and held his head in his hands, ashamed and. She hugged me tightly and we remained glued in for some time. Suddenly she separated me and said the kids would be back from school. I said ok and went back sitting on the sofa.It was that day I started to look at Shobha more closely. I started to look at her from top to bottom and she too noticed it with a smile. I found that though mother of two kids her body was still intact maybe because she wasn’t getting the care and love which she deserved too from her husband.That day I couldn’t.