The odds seem to be pretty high that it’s not going to be alright. We both have a very bad feeling about this.We had no plans for Sunday beyond goin... grocery shopping. As it turned out neither one of us could stand the idea of going out and facing other people so we put it off. We have enough food in the house for a few days. If we run out of real food we can always eat soup.We finished our coffee finally and went into the living room. We sat together on the couch. I held her in my arms and we. I almost threw up two more times before we finally reached thehospital. I was surprised that when we got in Kriss was able to cut ourwaiting time down and got me in to see a doctor. I later learned sheused a favour to get us in so quick.When the doctor got in he gave me the once over, checking my pulse,temperature and blood pressure while he was asking me questions butsince I couldn't hear a word he said Kriss provided the answers. I haveto admit that for some reason, I felt a certain feeling. Okay, when do you want to do it?" Honestly, Susan, I don't care. I am ready now, or I can wait until later. However, I would like to finish before the kids and Carmen get back from the beach. I don't want Johnny to suddenly get the idea that he can have indiscriminate sex when the mood strikes him. He is too young now, but he has a good memory, so I had rather not give him any ideas on that subject."Susan giggled a little at that and said, "Okay, I guess that I am as ready now as I will ever. Last Saturday I went and played golf with a friend of mine. It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining, there was a nice breeze, just a couple of guys knocking back a couple of beers and playing golf. I was gone most of the morning and got home a little after 1:00 in the afternoon. When I walked into the house I was feeling great…I had a bit of a buzz going from the 6 pack I’d had on the golf course and I always feel good after a round of golf. I walked into the kitchen to grab another beer.