It is about truly learning to trust and value the surrender of one person’s self the complete control to another. Nikki asked questions and I did m... best to explain experiences to her in terms that could really not do her any justice.An hour later, I was out the door. If she called, I decided I would not answer. I would make her leave a message, requesting to meet me. I knew she would call. She was hooked.I called her back an hour after she left her message. I gave her the name of a hotel. She sat at in alarge armchair by a small table reviewing what looked to be real estatelistings. She sat with her legs crossed slowly rotating her foot in itshigh heeled slipper. As I approached, a satisfied grin spread across herface. She put down her papers, and looked me over from head to toe. Ijust stood there, holding her glass and feeling scared but excited.Finally, she took the drink, sipped it briefly and then put it on thetable."Jimmy, turn around for me and lift up your apron."I did. It was tough to know when to go further and when to back off. I started dating Bev and she was straight laced. After 3 dates she had let me feel up her boobs through her shirt but that was the line. I knew that I wanted more one night as I was walking Bev to her dorm her room mate Ginny came out and met us. I kissed Bev good night and she wouldn't even french kiss. Ginny asked for a ride to Sonic. I was horny and wanting to jack off. In fact my cock was pushing against my jeans. We went. "You didn't. You left me. I need help so badly and you slapped me andtortured me and..." I trailed off as the tears started coming up.She hugged me. I let her but part of me wanted to push her against thewall and beat the hell out of her."Why didn't you help me?" I demand."Dave and I," she says, "well, were weren't exactly of sound mind lastnight."I remember Dave's voice pitching and his freaky eyes."You were high?" I ask. "You were high and you went for a drive?!" Yeah..." she mumbles."You're.