‘OK, time out’ she thought, ‘I’m not used to all this.’ Jenny thought she might lie down for just a bit. The bed was very comfortable and t...e only light was from the moon shining in the window. If she lay there and closed her eyes for just a minute or two, Jenny thought, she would be just fine….. Jenny’s eyes popped wide open. What was that noise? Without thinking, she ducked into the double-door closet on the far side of the bed and held her breath. Within seconds, the outside bedroom door. It was all so, so…shabby.She acceded to Don's request that she sit closer to him and he draped his arm around her, steering the car with one hand. She felt nothing. She looked at his face, contemplated as for the first time his long nose and receding chin. She was not in love with Don! She had been desperate, deluding herself into thinking that Don was the life partner God had chosen for her. She had been lustful for love and he had met that need. And now, a single kiss from another boy, and. Well Aaron laid on his back (not easy to do at 6'1Ó and in a cab of a regular truck), and had her get on top. He wanted to have her on top so he could watch her and so he could squeeze her ass in the process. Liz tried and got a bit of motion going, but she gets very wet and couldn't keep him in very well. She was very disappointed and frustrated by this.Soon it was time for Aaron to head to work, and he skipped lunch. So Aaron and Liz got dressed and they went inside. Liz sat a computer while. Sure, I wanted change. Wanted it more than anything. That’s why I was going to force it; tonight, by my own hand.Then, would you like to change the lives of those you hold dear?I hadn’t expected another message.The faces of the two women I lived with—my aunt and my younger sister—surfaced momentarily from the depths of my selfishness, but I closed my eyes to them.Aunt Riley was getting by just fine without my help, and Jessie—You’re running away from it.—was better off without a useless brother.