Instead of being gloomy and sad she felt monstrous joy which means there would be no powerful will bending hers in that blind persistence with which m...n and women believe they have a right to impose a private will upon a fellow-creature. She did not have feelings of grief, sorrow and sad. She is experiencing complete joy over the death of her husband, because of the resentment and helplessness that built up over the years. she has been mistreated by her husband in the relationship since. . Kuch der bad hum highway per pahoch gaye, poonam ne kaha muje bhookh lagi hai, koi hotel per khadi rakhna, mene kaha mere land muh me rakh lo bhookh nahi lage gi,Phir hum hotel me pahoche,, hum nasta kar ke wapis gadi me beth gaye me ne poonam se kaha yarrr me bahot hi thak gaya hu kya tum drive kar logi, tu poonam ne kaha koi bat nahi, ab poonam drive kar rahi thi, aur me us ke baju me betha tha, me kabhi poonam ke boobs dabata kabhi us ke chut ragad ta, to shilpa boli dokho drive katre waqt. Still, sex wasn't the first thing on my mind when I hit the trail that weekend. Clearing my head was. This particular weekend was in the middle of a record heatwave. Outside the forest, the first day was a scorching one well into the 90s. Once on the trail, though, as I passed from the second-growth forest into the really big trees at the Wilderness boundary, the temperature dropped about ten degrees. Suddenly it was just pleasantly warm.The first night, I hiked in just a couple miles to. "I know it's hard for you right now,but i promise you you'll get used to this.You're mine now and that's not going to change,ever.The faster you come to terms with this the better."He talked slowly and calmly.She looked at him in disbelief,but kept sobbing and crying,her moans now the only sound in the small room,except from the constantly beeping cardiograph. The next days the oxygen mask was removed and so was the serum that basically fed her till then. Feeding her was the toughest.