" Why's that important?" I asked."It's just that planting an idea or sound with an uninvolved Spirit is very difficult, if not impossible. After all, ...or a Spirit to contact another, permission or acceptance is necessary."Slightly embarrassed, I thought, "I knew that." which set her to laughing."Sheesh," I said. "Nothing's private anymore." Not in the least," she countered. "As if it ever was. We can all feel and hear everything from anyone we are connected to. Even the most private thoughts or. I never cheated on you and I never will. You are my girl forever, if you want, and I will cherish you, and care for you–‘ ‘But you’ll never ever love me like you love her!’ ‘Don’t say that, Jenny, don’t lash what we have to the deadweight of ‘never’! Trust me Jenny, I love you now and will love you more. I never wanted to hurt you and I curse myself and curse this day that ever I came to Stanley! If Dread Sovereign were ready for sea, we’d go right now and never look back. Damn me, I’d go this. As she begins to heartily play with herself, flicking her finger wildly over her clit, I ask her a question. “Are you ready?” “Yes! Yes, please!!! I am so ready. Please fuc…” I shove my cock between her dreamy folds for the first time and bottom out into her. Her hole is so tight and silky smooth it is almost painful as I thrust my cock inside of her. I pound in and out of her needy hole with great abandon. “You may come now Bambi. COME!!!” I say, my voice elevated for effect as I continue. The first six months or so-well, I'm now glad you never read them. They were a combination of pitiful wailing that you had abandoned me and me throwing my sexual exploits in your face." She took a deep breath. "It is easier for me to see, from two years' distance, just how completely fucked up I was back then." Understandable, you know," I said."Maybe. But I've had a hard time forgiving myself for how badly I hurt you. The only person, at that time, who'd ever truly cared about me, and I hurt.