It was a very pleasurable way to satisfy those urges. Of course, I had those days when I felt guilty for masturbating, but when those sexual desires b...ilt within me to a crescendo, I would turn to that as a release.With my friends, I would say things that would drip with sexual innuendo. I would tease and joke about sexuality, but didn't have any first-hand knowledge. I'd read books and learned a number of things that way. I knew more about sexuality than most of my friends, I believe, but. She leaned over close to me again and I couldn't take my eyes away from her breasts. They were so white against the black fabric of her dress and now I could see lacy bra from the way she was leaning over."Smell me." She said seductively and I did not imagine that she said it seductively. She breathed it more than said it.I dared not move so I just sniffed."Don't just sniff the air." She said. "You saw me put it on my breasts, smell them."Oh God. She just asked me to smell her breasts. Now I. Some in bra and panties one in flannel and one in sexy baby dolls, they were see-through. While we were eating I looked at every one and suggested that we all spend the rest of the week naked or with next to nothing on Diane stood up and took off her bra and sat back down, the girls looked at each other sort of grinned and one said is this going to turn into girl sex, my response was it could if you want. They all took off what they were wearing. We finished breakfast did the dishes and went. Since Eric had left for Iraq I had kinda filled in around his family, you know just helping out around the house with repairs and helping where I could. His loss was still very difficult, but everyone was coping. Halloween had gone well and Thanksgiving has been a very nice time for everyone, all things considered. Not a lot of thanks being given, but they were together and relatively happy. I could see the toll it was taking on everyone for Eric to be gone. He had met Julie at the local.